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I'm sorry I make you hate me. I hope you don't, but I can't tell.
I have all the work of a life, but don't really get the benefits.
How do I make someone like me, acknowledge me?
I want to make you laugh, I want to cry.

Ranting will begin soon

I feel the need to rant. So soon.

Going to Hawaii

Yeh!

Going to Hawaii, if the snow doesn't get us.

Life on Hold

Gah!

Working the weekend. Getting a lot of little things done, but it's hard since there isn't a single goal to work toward. It's one of those cases where it will be hard to determine when we are actually finished.

Missing my wife and the dogs. It's been a mix of time going too fast, but wanting to get home also. I'll just have to keep pushing along...

Sentimental

Why am I feeling so sentimental today? I dreamed last night about people from my childhood. One was a neighbor I hang with, but not closely. The other, from High School. Same deal.

I've been thinking about people from college too. Even signed up for the alumni page just to search for people. I really wish they had pictures up. I don't remember names, but I think I would remember faces.

I wonder if I'm missing something, and what I'm missing.

It's not cold like it was in the old days

I've been in Chicago this last two weeks. They have been having record cold weather. But for some reason it doesn't feel as cold as it did when I was a child. It's almost romantic in a sick way.

Plants

Roses

This is our Red and Yellow leaves